Sigh I have ahad a pretty good last few days, caught up with my best friends, which is great usually I take forever to catch up with people after a big trip. Very fun. Still feeling a bit confused about being back. Last night was funny, had a quasi school reunion for the school I was at in year 9 and 10, twas o.k. Tonight Ro came over and mark made yummy lasagne and then afterwards he and I went to Hairy Canary for cocktails. All good, and such nice weather, loving this sunshine. Still I feel as though things aren't quite right between me and my boy, there is all this tension where there wasn't before.