I have a function on Thursday for this scholarship which i thought was just going to be a small thing with me and the donors but it turns out there is going to be about 30 people. Including the Dean of Arts, head of our school, a rep from Deutsche Bank (have no idea why), and heaps of other people. Gah I am so not in the mood this week, it is nice an all and flattering but I just don't feel that important or talented.