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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Oh well. I think me and mark are going to break up, though I’m not sure, bah, hmmm. I need someone to talk to, like a counsellor. I want to sort out what is going on in my head. I think I want everything to end, I think, I think. I want a break. What to do?

I got a text from Will this morning (at 5am!!) which made me happy, despite being rudely awoken.

I was tempted before to send Mark a text saying I loved him, but I don’t know, I am so confused. Of course I love him, but is it the right kind of love? Oh dear.

If I could be anywhere right now it would be at the pub with Ian and Will watching sport and drinking beer and being silly. Really that would make me soo content.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmm, hope its not too invasive, but you did give me the link for your blog, so I guess you don't mind if I comment, I have weathered 3 breakups so I know a little about it.
Have you considered marriage councelling?
Hugs
Nomes.

Anonymous said...

Hmm, hope its not too invasive, but you did give me the link for your blog, so I guess you don't mind if I comment, I have weathered 3 breakups so I know a little about it.
Have you considered marriage councelling?
Hugs
Nomes.

Katya said...

aww huggles for nomes, yeah I am going to try and organise it. i just try but then, hmmm, it doesn't happen. I know I at least need to go to a counsellour.

also I value all your comments.

hugs

Anonymous said...

Maybe sitting down and having a good honest chat with Mark and encourgae him to be really honest and say something like "I'm not happy and maybe you aren't either but I really want to save our relationship and I do love you. So tell me what you think without holding back and I'll tell you the same. Then we can think of what to do" Its cliched but honesty is essential to feeling happy with each other. Can't you always just tell when something's off?
*climbs off soapbox* huggles katrina back.
Lets do to Max Brenner again soon! Then we'll grumble about the world in unity ;)

Anonymous said...

oops and that was me.
Naomi.

Anonymous said...

I miss the Trinablog. It's gone the went way.

The dialup way.

I check and check but to no avail.

Oriental Hotel: you can check out any time you like, but you can never leave.

Anonymous said...

guess who?

(that last)

Katya said...

sorry, have been busyness itself, or lazyness itself, I wonder which?

Katya said...

p.s. I so want to use that "Oriental Hotel: you can check out any time you like, but you can never leave."

Anonymous said...

It's yours!

xxx r