I am soo depressed at the moment, but in that hollow way, I don't feel really sad, I just feel nothing, I feel empty. I want to go out for a walk but I can't decide what to wear (pathetic I know). I feel like such a crap person, such a hopeless partner, I'm not loving at all, I am trying but even that seems so bad. I shouldn't be trying should I, it should just be what I am. I thought I had my life all figured out and now I just feel so lost.